Queen Of HeartsYou can't really search for a soulmate, but when she crosses your path, you'll recognize her...it feels like Thunderbolt!
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Location: Philippines
Birthday: 2/13/1973
Gender: Female


Interests: *i love to read, there should be a reading material in site everyday... *i love smart conversation, though i can be very silly and such a baby sometimes! *mind-stimulating conversation *movies and music! *people that are "deep" and a lot more...
Expertise: just one: for having an honest heart. this world has lost human kindness, almost everyone's so fake, identities are borrowed, so disgusting, isn't it?
Occupation: Computer related
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 10/21/2005

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Monday, December 26, 2005

December 26, 2005

WHO AM I?  I'M EITHER A MESSAGE FROM HEAVEN OR A SIGNAL FROM HELL

I'm a little bit of everything, all rolled into one, there's nothing in between. Neither this or that. Take it or leave it.

I've been thinking, i have been terribly blessed this year, and terribly heartbroken at the same time. I met new friends, some real, some fake. Nevertheless, these people somehow touched me in a deeper and, well superficial level. From this point on, I've  allowed to let some of them break in to my crazy, eccentric, untypical  self and world. Some still wonder and are flabbergasted as to who I really am and still curious of what I'm going to do next.

Been terribly blessed for some reasons I can't divulge... Terribly heartbroken??? Yeah well, shit happens all the time and I've learned to accept and swallow whatever is being slapped in my face... even the worse thing...even death...I invited death, though I'm not in a depressed state. See, i will have to accept and welcome anything now, be it dark and despondent, or bright and enchanting. 

THE KIND OF GUY I LIKE?

If i meet a guy who can see through me, a guy who does not judge me by thinking  i order my lotion in  Paris, a guy who does not think I'm high maintenance, a guy who is not scared to take me to cheap restaurants, a guy who is NOT INTIMIDATED by me, a guy who think of me as a real person, not a Barbie Doll, and a guy who does not look at me in a LUSTFUL WAY....that kind of guy, I WILL WORSHIP!    SO SIMPLY PUT... A GUY WHO IS NOT A COWARD, A REAL GUY, a guy who can stimulate my best SEX ORGAN...MY BRAIN!   


Sunday, October 30, 2005

all time faves

Movies:

  godfather 1 and 2 (family drama and vendetta==i wouldn't be princess of mafia for nothing! got it from father!),

scarface ( i love tony montana!),

 schindler's list (the first movie that made me cry, it's the humanitarian in me, it was awfully heartbreaking)

gone with the wind (scarlett o'hara is so  me! naughty and clever, she looked fragile and vulnerable but a fighter and a survivor! a great love story)

when harry met sally ( a witty romantic comedy, with the line that goes " a man and a woman can never be friends, sex will always get in the way!" c'mon! is it really?)

silence of the lambs ( it got to me, brilliantly made)

dances with wolves ( epic movie with a heart and soul, the kind that gives you goosebumps)

platoon ( it started here, a war movie that makes you cry, and war movies come and go, but platoon is the household name for it)

goodfellas ( need i say more? mafia movies turn me on! always!)

unforgiven ( c'mon! clint eastwood is clint eastwood!)

braveheart ( mel gibson is my ultimate crush ever, i have to say it's well crafted...a movie full of pain, that goes with a heartwarming original scoring....painfully beautiful!

forrest gump ( i like tom hanks' character, a person that you want to hate and love at the same time... nothing has matched this movie, no wonder it was hard for them to do a sequel, sequel itself might flop!)

the untouchables ( shows the difference between bravado and  bravery)

the passion of the christ ( the only film that killed lord of the rings, an  art film at that... need i say more? it was really loud)

wuthering heights, wyatt earp,dances with wolves, geronimo, little women, age of innocence, seven monkeys, pulp fiction, psycho, salem's lot, the saint, italian job, my bestfriend's wedding, saving private ryan, amistad, powder, Hart's war...

worst big-budget-block-buster-movie:

the titanic  ( i guess i was the only one who was not amazed by it! they glorified it like it was better than the godfather or gone with the wind...

car:

ferrari never seizes to amaze me, porsche boxter is undeniably cool, bmw roadster is ultimately sexy, a juguar is super luxury,  mercedes is so played out, acura is fancy, but there can only be one for me...

 

lamborghini diablo!!!

submachine guns:

heckler and koch mp5 ka4!

with a 3-round-burst in one single, automatic fire! a waste??? 

micro-uzi! the classic1250 rounds pere minute!

 hand-guns:

walther ppks

by smith and wesson

of course, the classic wwii handgun luger!!!glock g26if only father will allow me to own a gun!!!

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Friday, October 21, 2005

I was taught that life is not fair,  i grew up thinking i can trust no one.  I grew up cold.  Numb. Walls around me.

And in  my lowest and loneliest moments, it's at the time when the whole world has left me in the dark that i  started trusting. Trusting something... my Faith.

From there...i begin to trust...slowly...and tasted vulnerability --- it ecxites me...very human after all...  and once the Icequeen--- im now

Queen Of Hearts...

Welcome to my world...



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